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[Tuesday
January 3rd, 2006
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it has been brought to my attention that some people on my friends list I don't know or don't like
so i am doing a friends cut.
if you like me and want to continue reading about my adventerous rebellious lifestyle leave a comment.
if not drop dead.
peaceeeeeeee
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[Tuesday
September 6th, 2005
1:25pm] |
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I PASSED MY ROAD TEST !!!!!!!!!
that is all .
< 33
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[Tuesday
August 23rd, 2005
11:11pm] |
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ladies and gentleman, new whip ..
that is all
did i mention that i am fuckin stoked
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| going to make this one public. |
[Sunday
July 24th, 2005
11:16am] |
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Dear 2005,
you suck. why must i have been born into an era where we are best known for copying other eras, where everyone wants to be wearing "vintage clothing" why is it that in 10 years they are going to look back at my childhood and say, something like oh that was the "rap, eminem, snoop dogg" era? our music sucks. the only good music we have are people copying or "attempting" to copy the clash the ramones, and other hardcore rock groups from the 80s. every other era was amazing. the 60s you have the beatles. the 70s = disco, the 80s = birth of punk rock, then you have the 90s and thousands = eminem & repeating every other era..woop dee fuckin doo..why couldn't i have been a teenager in lets say 1967? hippies, lots and lots of every drug, sex, dirtbag-ness, and of course the greatest band of all time, the beatles. sorry if im offending anyone but i feel as if my generation sucks. this is an overdrawn rant, but lately i've been pondering my childhood and nothing good really sticks out, except when my dad introduced me to the beatles music when i was 8. im going to end this now becuase i have to go to work, but whatever this is just how i feel.
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[Monday
July 11th, 2005
2:19pm] |
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from now on my journal is going to be friends only,
my life is getting to personal,deep, and serious for the whole world to know my business.
i hope you respect my decision.
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[Saturday
July 2nd, 2005
11:21pm] |
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i have hit rockbottom
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[Wednesday
June 29th, 2005
11:20pm] |
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WATCH OUT
she aint no good for you.
yea so havent really been updating that much lately, life has been quite busy. last night i chilled with brittany kristen jill etc. and it was good times, as usual. ummmmmmmmm work sucks i love it how i have to work like 948393890840984890 hours a week, and next tuesday i start drivers ed.. so my life will be even more compact daily.
me and john are on the verge of an extreme over-dramatic breakup, we cant even be in each others presence for more then 10 minutes and it really sucks because deep down inside i truly love him. its just right now does not seem like the time for us
i've been tanning alot lately, inside and out soo melanoma here i come.
i hate it how people change.
i hate it when people think that they're too cool for you.
when did you become to cool to be my friend?
btw,
i hate secrets.
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[Saturday
June 25th, 2005
10:33pm] |
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It's our time to shine through the down
glorified by what is ours
We've fallen in love
We've fallen in love
It was the best idea I ever had.
WE'VE FALLEN IN LOVE
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| regents todayyyyyyyy!?! |
[Tuesday
June 21st, 2005
9:24am] |
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life has been quite blah lately.
sunday after work my fam came over and we had a bday party for my dad. the end.
yesterday i slept all day then went tanning with some girls from work, Christina and Dani. I havent gone tanning in awhile, the bed wasnt as hot as the last place i went to which isnt good and i didnt get much color, after that i went to the library with Jen to study for the US History regents, didnt get much studying done haha..courtney came over last night which was good cuz i miss her and never get to see her anymore, i fixed her ipod she almost broke mine, good times.
today is the history regents, i dont think im gonna fail but then again i dont think im gonna do good, history is my best subject yet i havent studied much, ugh i hope i pass. this'll be my last regents EVER. cuz senior year there arent any soo im happy about that, except after the regents i have to get part 2 of my root canal and another cavity taken care of which sucks, maybe i'll go tanning again after it, i really shouldnt tho because tanning is like a drug to me everytime i start going again i cant stop, and i know its bad for you but w/e.
me and john arent doing to great right now. actually we're doing really shitty. & it sucks alot.
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| eat shit and die. |
[Saturday
June 18th, 2005
11:41pm] |
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i loveeee people that are really two faced and fake and think they're too damn cool for you..makes me laugh a little, on the inside.
anyway,
wednesday night went to kristens chilled with random people from her town? and i dont remember the rest except ummm marijuana and funyuns.
thursday = slept all day. then went out to dinner and shopping in huntington with my dad.
friday uhh italian regents then work then went out with brittany kristen jill, soo we're driving around and we're leaving the starbucks parking lot to go across the street to taco bell and lenihan goes "you think i can just go straight across" and everyone in the trusty astrovan yells "FUCK YEA" so we are going 40mph straight across DPA OVER a FUCKIN DIVIDER my head smashed into the window and the fuckin fire extinguisher in the back goes off, the whole van fills with smoke i kicked the door outta the van to get me jill and her bf out, and we were freakin out in the parking lot and then we saw a dead body. good times.
todayy sucked i had to work 9-5 and yep tomorrow 9-7 cant fuckin wait.
me and John reached our peek of gayness and went mini golfing, i totally kicked his ass. hahah
i love it how i cannot listen to any music anymore except the beatles.
oh and if we want to do drugs we're going to, so leave us alone and start drama with your friends.
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[Wednesday
June 15th, 2005
9:41am] |
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so im having the worst of luck lately, i lost my ipod for like a day i thought i left it at school in a classroom or something but then i found it in my closet =\ weird considering i have never listened to my ipod in my closet lol .. anyway i also lost my brand new dolce and gabana sunglasses, emphasis on the brand new part .. i was taking a bubble bath the other night and I dropped this book i was reading in and now you can't read it or anything cuz the ink is all smudged :[
finals suck especially since its fuckin 9 billion degrees in the classroom, we pay so much money to go to that gay school and they can't even put some ACs in wtf man. and i have the italian regents on Friday = 3 hours of sitting in a sauna of a classroom .. yesss.
yesterday after finals i had to go into work for a bit, then John picked me up and we randomly decided to go to a duck game, then we were driving around later on at night and we saw Jen walking down Grand Blvd so we go past her and im like "yo ma want a ride" (because guys always like harass her when she goes for a walk) she got scared it was hilarious lmao. so me john jen & matt drove around went to walgreens because we are that cool and there was this guy their OPENLY saying hes cheating on his wife, the other girl was there and this dirtbag was on the phone with his wife saying he was at home, what a fuckin douche, that really pissed me off, i go to john right in front of the guy and say "wow i absolutely love guys that cheat on their wives, i LOVE dirtbags" and john was laughing and this guy gave me the dirtiest look ever hahaha.
hmm today I have to work 2-6 not to bad, ive ordered more Avon products i really need to stop lol, tonight im going to Kristens with Brittany and its gonna be 420 all over again and i love them. & thats all i have to say.
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[Sunday
June 12th, 2005
12:03am] |
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so the last couple of days have been interesting .. its still really hot outside but i can live, i can't believe monday is the last day of school .. time goes by so fast now. friday night i had to work till 930ish stopped at renees party for a bit then drove around Islip aimlessly for the rest of the night with John because i couldnt go to jills with kristen and brittany or something like that, then today i had work 9-5 which sucks b/c it is such a long freakin day. afterwards i got a manicure and pedicure :) and my avon lady stopped over to drop off my stuff which also brightened my day, John picked me up at 630ish and we went out to dinner at this really cute italian restaurant, after dinner we had to to go my cousins house b/c it's her birthday and the whole fam had to go and it sucked and i didnt get to hang out with my 420s, uhh we got home around 11 so me and John watched House of Wax (we bought the bootleg) that movie was so fucked up and not really that good not that most horror movies are but still. tomorrow i have to be at work at 12 not bad, at least i get to sleep late :]
&ive become content with this
life that i lead
where i drink to much
&dont believe in much of anything
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[Wednesday
June 8th, 2005
5:59pm] |
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Its basically 69084980 degrees outside and my dad wont put my AC in my room cuz its "to early in the season" .. soo ive been sleeping in my guest room with the AC blasting =) im actually really cold right now lol .. anyway me and John went to Walt Whitman Mall last night and I finally bought that new Paris Hilton perfume, it's so good. I also bought 4 pairs of flipflops from bloomingdales because their flip flops are gorgeous ..i got some more chandeleir earrings and some make up from the Mac counter including the most incredible mascara which actually works really good..so tomorrow is my chem final which sucks cuz yea i have not studied at all .. friday I have work which also sucks cuz brittany kristen jill and 4899082 other people are going to the beach =\ & thats about it .
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| here I am again .. |
[Monday
June 6th, 2005
11:31am] |
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So i made another one of these stupid journals.. we'll see how long this one lasts. well i'm not in school again today, that makes absence # 999? whatever 5 days left of school who cares? this weekend was good up until John got involved with it. Friday night went to Lenihans, me her and britt drove around & chilled with random people from Islip and matt schram .. uhh got really really fucked up. and thats it. saturday i had to work then chilled with John picked up his sidekick and this appears on the screen:
somegirlsSN: hey babe
umm die now .. please?
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